Is there something wrong with me? Am I that scarred from my past? I want to change To be normal, To be understandable, But I’m not normal And Never will be. But I want to. How?
I lay thinking, as I often do right before I fall asleep. Images of smooth skin, tiny teeth, fat toes, and curly hair appeared in my mind's eyes. What was wrong with me? Why did I keep imagining a baby? I was the girl who wanted no husband and no children because I felt they … Continue reading Late One Night
The last time I watched this stupid movie I cried. Tears poured down my face Sobbed like a silly schoolgirl over love lost. The tears were for pain. Anger for always meeting the wrong one Sadness because no one ever stuck around The last time I watched this stupid movie I … Continue reading P.S. I LOVE YOU
Sometimes its just a little thing. tiny little miniscule But you know it was wrong. And that little thing, Ate away at your soul, Until He walked away from you and you're all alone... (I don't own this photo.)
I confess, I admit, that I'm in love You've been in my every thought I always try to shove Them all from my mind But I miss you every moment I love you so much. P.S. I don't own this photo.
Dear God, Speak through me. Help me to relinquish control It's your wheel, Your car, Your insurance So I'll slide over I'll get out your seat And let you drive down my life's road Amen
Lately I've been trying to accomplish things on my own, Working selfishly, And setting my own desires ahead of your will. God I ask that you will instill your plan for me. God show me the way, Open doors, Of course I'm not asking you to lay everything out on a gold platter, But set … Continue reading Today’s Prayer