Is there something wrong with me? Am I that scarred from my past? I want to change To be normal, To be understandable, But I’m not normal And Never will be. But I want to. How?
The last time I watched this stupid movie I cried. Tears poured down my face Sobbed like a silly schoolgirl over love lost. The tears were for pain. Anger for always meeting the wrong one Sadness because no one ever stuck around The last time I watched this stupid movie I … Continue reading P.S. I LOVE YOU
Dear God, Speak through me. Help me to relinquish control It's your wheel, Your car, Your insurance So I'll slide over I'll get out your seat And let you drive down my life's road Amen
Lately I've been trying to accomplish things on my own, Working selfishly, And setting my own desires ahead of your will. God I ask that you will instill your plan for me. God show me the way, Open doors, Of course I'm not asking you to lay everything out on a gold platter, But set … Continue reading Today’s Prayer
Hiss Hiss. At first it was just a slight touch. A touch that excited me beyond imagination That touch would Unknowingly Change my entire life. Hiss. Hiss. Slowly I was being sucked in. Suffocated. I was mute. Speechless Couldn’t say a word. Nor could I scream for help. It was as if I was drowning in my own blood. Dying emotionally … Continue reading My Past